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I hate people...
I'm so sick and tired of:
- trying to be a good person
- trying to be strong
- putting up with shit that I shouldn't have to
I need some time away from Kentucky...
I miss Texas.
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[24 Apr 2006|08:49pm] |
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well hey everyone. havent updated in a while so i thought i would right now. so lets see...my day...pretty much went like this:
1st: took notes
2nd: played Bold Venture and Lullaby
3rd: took notes
4th: went over the stuff on the CATS test and read Langston Hughes
5th: lame stuff that i dont care about
6th: did a worksheet then slept
7th: read notes
after school harrison was like "hey, you should be a cool kid and walk to mcdonalds with me" so i did. harrison, me and darin walked up to mcdonalds and back again. then i helped make posters for guard try outs. then i went to work...and now im here. pretty insteresting, huh?
well im gonna go.
<3
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| HELP KATHERINE FIND A DRESS!!!! |
[18 Apr 2006|04:28pm] |
<lj-cut text="Dresses"> okay people!!! katherine needs your help!!! shown below are pics of some dresses katherine is taking into consideration for junior prom. please leave a comment telling which dress you like best for her.
DRESS #1
DRESS #2 (my vote!!! and roberts!!!)
DRESS #3
send in your thoughts!!!! you dont want katherine to look fugly now, do you!??!?! </lj-cut>
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[18 Apr 2006|03:46pm] |
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my life sucks...i hate it
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[08 Apr 2006|10:21pm] |
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oh man...i've had so much fun. first, me, k-sizzle, harrison, matt, alex langford, brittany, allyson, nick, and jeremy went and saw Ice Age: The Meltdown. it was cute. then we went to nicks house. i took a few pics for photography. soon the camera was put away and katherine and i started playing a little basketball with the boys. soon allyson joined in. then maggie. we played for at least an hour. then we got serious and got on teams. and guess who scored the winning basket for her team.....ME!!!!!! OH YEAH! WHOSE THE GIRL!?!?!? once the game was over we were all like "so what do you wanna do?" "i unno, what do you wanna do?" so i was like "YO! HIDE AND GO SEEK!!!" harrison was all like "yeah! im game". so we began to play a vicious game of hide and seek. sadly, my madre came and got me. i was really upset that i didnt get to go to the Y today but all that basketball and hide and go seek really gave me a work out. yeah yeah yeah. it was awesome. i feel so much better now.
alright well...im kinda worn out. the shower is calling to me from downstairs....can you hear it? i must answer its call!
<3
i LOOOOOOVE brendon urie!!!!
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[08 Apr 2006|10:49am] |
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well i woke up this morning at like 5 something in the morning to my cat being annoying. i couldnt fall back to sleep so i watched music videos on VH1 until like 7 something. then i went back to bed. i had a lovely dream when i did. i dreamt i was at some hotel place for spring break and p!atd and fall out boy were there. i cant really remember all of it but they asked me to go somewhere and i was like "SURE!!!" cause i love brendon urie (it was actually him that asked me! lol). so umm...oh yeah we got into some like...golf cart lookin' thing (only it was enclosed and looked like one of those little mini european cars) and it started to snow. so we drove around and...yeah i dont remember the rest. THEN! my sister comes BANGING into my room (literally) (my door was closed and she threw it open and it hit the wall) and starts going through all the stuff in my closet. i sat up and said (very groggily) "steph, what are you lookin' for?" and she was like "MY BLACK SHOES!" and i was like "i dont have them"...this is the rest of it:
steph: WELL THEY ARENT IN MY ROOM! ::turns on light::
me (trying to be a calm and a helpful little sister) (& blinking hard to adjust to sudden light): well go look again and i will look down here.
steph: IVE ALREADY LOOKED TWICE! AND IM LATE!!!
me (getting really pissed): WELL THEN GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM AND STOP GOING THROUGH MY STUFF!!! I'LL LOOK FOR YOU!
steph: (gets up and leaves)
so i found her shoes in the back of my closet. and gave them too her. she tries to be all nice and goes "thank you" in a sweet tone. so i just mumbled "whatever" and went back to bed again.
so now im sitting here. and im also really pissed about something...but whatever. i'll get over it. i just need to stop being so nice to people i guess. cause next to no one is ever nice to me back.
well im gonna go eat breakfast. hmm...maybe PANCAKES??? i think so.
brendon urie is LOVE
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[07 Apr 2006|10:16pm] |
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so today was...kinda lame. i had a photography lesson...then i went to the Y and worked out some. working on the bod...you know. then umm...i came home and took a shower. then i went to the fresh market and checked my schedule. then....i went shopping. got some film to take pictures but...that didnt work out. came home and saw all the tornado warnings. then....i ate dinner...and now im sitting here. great huh?
well...if anyone wants to do something tomorrow, dont hesitate to give me a ring.
<3
I <33333 BRENDON URIE!!!!
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[06 Apr 2006|09:33pm] |
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wow! i feel so refreshed! i just went shopping and got some new clothes. i was getting REAL bored with the stuff i had. i got 4 new shirts and i feel good.
well im gonna go find some fooooooood.
<3
i <3333 brendon urie!!!
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[06 Apr 2006|05:49pm] |
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what's left of me - nick lashay |
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so if anyone wants to do anything tomorrow or saturday, please let me know. i dont want to spend the rest of my spring break sitting around. tomorrow morning i have photography at 10:00 until 11:30. PLEASE CALL ME OR REPLY TO THIS!
thanks!
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[06 Apr 2006|10:37am] |
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hey cool kids! i've posted those pics from nick's get together last night. they are on my photobucket. i didnt feel like taking all of them to photoshop and resizing them. so here is the link to my photobucket:
http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y107/omgimpants/nicks%20spring%20break%2006%20party/
so nicks party was pretty fun. it was eye scarring to see zach get pants REALLY REALLY REALLY bad by matt. but it still kinda funny too. then i sat and talked with halie, johnny smith, brittany, matt, and some other people (i just woke up so my memory is a little off). then a few more people came inside and we played a drinking game and talked a little more. then EVERYONE came in. a ffew people went downstairs and played the dirty minds game. after i while i went upstairs and tried to play HALO. that didnt go over so well. brad kept killing me just as i was getting adjusted to the controls. ggrrrrrr. then tony showed me how to fide the ghost thing and the car. then he would shoot me down just i was getting used to that. oh well. i killed brad once though. he deserved it. lol. then my mom calls me and yells at me cause i hadn't called her yet. long story but to sum it all up i misunderstood was my mom said (even though she re-worded everything she said as i was getting out of the car) and i got yelled at. OH!!! GET THIS. so i get in the car and the first thing she says to me is "have you been smoking?.....you smell like smoke." i was like WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOTHER!!! DO YOU NOT KNOW ME AT ALL!!! does she not here me choke to death everything someone is smoking around me? i guess not. i guess she's DUMB. and! after that i was like "what!?!?! so you think ive been smoking!!!" and get this! she goes, "no! i didnt say that!" WHAT IS THAT? oh well. i didnt get in trouble for that or for "being out late." i just got a "talking to."
well i want my breakfast so im gonna go.
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[04 Apr 2006|03:01pm] |
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well yesterday was fun. i went to see "she's the man" with katherine, alex, and halie. we went to BW3s and alex and halie got in trouble for bringing in Wendy's. apparently is against some health code to bring in food from the outside. which is gay...but whatever. then we played trivia and used some pretty awesome names. halie=cooch, alex=dooch, me=pooch, and katherine=condom. i really dont get it. they let katherine use condom but they wont that be use pants becuase its "inapropriate". after eating, halie drove to the theatre. the movie was funny and we all rofled. then i went home.
now i am nice and full on qdoba and i have to leave soon for work. LAME. oh well. its money and blah blah blah.
ttyl!
<3
p.s. like my new icon thing? i do. brendon urie is my boo!
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[04 Apr 2006|10:36am] |
Watch my life
Pass me by
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don’t wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah
Cause I want you And I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger like a burning
To find a place I’ve never been
Now I’m broken and I’m fading
I’m half the man I thought I would be
But you can have what’s left of me
I’ve been dying inside
Little by little
No where to go but going out of my mind
In endless circles
Running from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
And I want you and I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger like a burning
To find a place I’ve never been
Now I’m broken and I’m fading
I’m half the man I thought I would be
But you can have what’s left of me
Falling faster
Barely breathing
Give me something to believe in
Tell me it’s not all in my head
Take what’s left of this man
Make me whole once a gain
Cause I want you and I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
A hunger like a burning
To find a place I’ve never been
Now I’m broken and I’m fading
I’m half the man I thought I would be
You can have all that’s left
Yeah yeah yeah
What’s left of me
I’ve been dying inside you see
I’m going outta my mind, outta my mind
I’m just running in circles all the time
Will you take what’s left,
Will you take what’s left,
Will you take what’s left
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what’s left
Will you take what’s left
Will you take what’s left
Take what’s left of me
-nick lashay "what's left of me"
(i know its nick lashay but whatever) (its still a good song)
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[03 Apr 2006|03:41pm] |
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why cant you just be honest with me??? find the guts to just talk to me. or do i need to find out from other people what is really going on?
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[01 Apr 2006|03:06pm] |
well i went over to kayla's again. shocker. lol, we went and saw "She's the Man" last night. it was quite amazing and i thoroughly enjoyed it. then we went back to her house and watched some movies and the HUGE thunderstorm. that was something to see. the lightening was gorgeous. anyway, sooner or later we finally fell alseep. when we woke up this morning we saw that it was the PERFECT day ever, so we walked to the park and took some pictures. wanna see? of course you do:
me being all..."thoughtful" by the pretty water
kayla playing on the....whatever that is
OH NO!!! kayla does not fit anymore!! she has just remember she isnt 6
whee!!!
this one is my favorite
getting ready to play in the water
playing in the water
as you can prolly tell...we were in our PJs. i was not gonna get dressed. its spring and i was comfy so i left my shorts on.
anyway, i gotta go to work now.
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[26 Mar 2006|08:12pm] |
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so im back to feeling aweful...i dont feel good at all. both pyhsically and emotionally. everything ive eaten in the past couple of days is threatening to come up. i dont know whats wrong. it came out of no where.
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[25 Mar 2006|11:25pm] |
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k, so today started out real lame. i had to work from 11-7 which sucked big, hairy balls. then i came home all tired and stuff. then, to my great delight, katherine IMs me and tells me to come to BW3s. so i went! there was me, katherine, harrison, dinardo, gresham, jamie, kaiya, and darin. then we all walked to the fun park and played lazer tag. i had never played that game before. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN! i cannot wait to go back again.
anyway, im FINALLY getting some pics from kayla. wanna see???
AAAHHH! IT BURNS!!!!
haha, we hot. my hair looks nice in this one.
i really like this pic of me
aww! aint i just adorable???
thats about it.
well im gonna go!
<3
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[24 Mar 2006|10:18pm] |
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ah! i had SO much fun at the movies!!! well...the actual movie was kinda gay but...whatever. it was me, katherine, harrison, cara, allyson, brittany, and...other people...and we saw "stay alive". it was scary while the movie was going...but now that its over it was WAY lame. do not waste your time seeing it. i feel the best that i have felt in a while. katherine and i talked SO much about everything. it was nice. then i came home and ate some AMAZING chocolate cake that my sister made.
it was a great evening.
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[24 Mar 2006|05:14pm] |
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just had a lovely convo with katherine. it made me happy. i got a lot off my chest. i didnt realize how much ive missed her until just now. haha, anyway, just wanted to say thanks gurl!!! even if you dont know it, you really helped.
well i have to get ready for photography and a night out with my friends!!!
<3333
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im sick of not being good enough for anyone....
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